MONDAY-MONDAY.� Today I decided it was time for me to go home to my house.�So I went home.�I decided to take the car to the grocery store.
As I was pulling into the parking lot the car stalled.� Then when I came out of the store it would not go into reverse. Went to dad's and he checked the fluid and it was�a little low.�I called Steve (mechanic) and left him a message. will see what happens tomorrow...
I am still cranky!
Today is almost over. Not a bad day. I have been getting annoyed very easily.��i went in the pool this morn. then went to walmart and got my depression meds and a few things. Blood sugar was all over the place.�i haven't thrown up today. Thank God.� ok...that's all i have to say for today.� i reinstalled a new wireless modem and it seems to be working so far.
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There we go, I've suspended it until December 31st 2010. I'm aparantly gonna be away for that long but not really. I'm awesome.
i belive the bible and in times of trouble i want to follow it im asking for the publics help to pray for candice d who has� given up her faith and turned atheist,for jim riley who just had heart surgry and for myself that god will make me strong and fotify me in his word, i thank god for anyone who is willing to pray for me about these situations� i am a firm believer in the miriacles of jesus christ and what he does im a firm believer that if taken to him properly jesus christ will answer these requests� pleas pray for me sincerly� cindy dublin
This computer is pissing me off. I had almost this whole damn thing typed out and the internet connection dropped!� This journal entry won't be as long the second time.
I got my blood work done today. They got me on the second stick.� I weighed myself at publix again and i lost a few more pounds...yeah....
My blood sugar has been low today again. I am taking less insulin. It's� weird how now for two days my sugars are low. I am waiting for the spike.
I got�a nap today but then wanda had to get here and make so much noise that she woke me up and pissed me off at the same time.� Well, I can't think of anything I want to type. I am annoyed the internet keeps dropping. I got the wireless modem...I will just have to try and install it tomorrow.� Ok...good night. I tried to dye my eyebrows tonight to make them darker since they are blond...and I look funny.� Great! lol....
Guess who's ba-ack!
I had a very interesting conversation with my mother yesterday. She informed me and my brothers that if, by the age of 21, we did not drink, do drugs, smoke, or engage in risky or illegal activities, she would reward us with a large sum of money. I know that is a kind of�maybe not-morally-acceptable way to deal with problems like drinking or drugs, but it's guaranteed to work if it's my brothers we're talking about here. I'm great with it. I know for sure I'm not going to do anything stupid anyway. I mean, take a look at me. I hate hate hate and DESPISE the taste of alcohol (so that's out), I'm afraid of needles, I cannot swallow pills, I choke whenever I smell smoke of any kind, the idea of snorting ANYTHING repulses me (so there goes smoking and drugs), I'm not ready for a boyfriend (risky activites is out) and what on earth would I do else? I generally...�usually... essentially follow the core of rules set. I don't want to get involved in illegal things. That leads to trouble and time away from reading.
Seriously, if someone offered me a lot of money to do something illegal, even if it was�a situation I was ok with, or a cause that I believed�in�(I have zero examples for something that falls into those two categories.... hmm....) I would not do it if it meant that I would miss, for example, the Breaking Dawn party. Never. Which is pathetic, but it would help keep me on the straight and narrow ; ).
Another thing. I had a loong conversation with Charlotte about true�love (see?! This is what happens when cynics read Twilight. Or rather, one cynic... me.). She�has been trying�to convince me there's such thing as true love for everyone. It's not necessarily that I don't believe in true love, it's that I think that I don't think it exists for me. Wait--this sounds familiar. Have I whined about this before? I do believe so. Well, what it boils down to is that Charlotte and I disagree about the availability of true love to everyone. The end.
Song recommendation of the day: I'll Keep Your Memory Vague, by Finger Eleven.��It's so sad, but really pretty.
I'm going to stop here, because I have to go to swim team. Hooray. This sucks.
~Annabel
OK it's Friday. Wanda got dressed up and went out and it's almost 11pm and she's not back yet. With her b/f...again, she needs to get the hell out of my father's house. She uses the truck and doesn't put gas in it...but when I mentioned we need to put gas in it if we barrow it...she said she put gas in it...Yeah right! Did it just evaperate??? Give me a freaken break!� I wasn't born yesterday!
It's been thudering out and I am not sure if we will actually get a storm or not...I got a new wireless internet modem...but need to put it together tomorrow. Hopefully it will work.
I woke up low this morn. I needed to drink oj. I was suppose to go and get my blood work but I needed to be fasting--so I had to re-schedule for tomorrow morn. I couldn't chance not fasting for the one blood test that will show which diabetic type I am.
I was sick again most of the day. I didn't take any insulin at lunch and had to have more oj. I went to sleep till around 3:30pm then got up and went to best buy to by the wireless modem. I went to starbucks and to my sugar free/fat free drink and got by eyebrowns waxed. then I went to the gocery store and then back to dads. I watched a movie and then some tv. I am tired and my stomach hurts a little but not as bad as it was today.
Nothing else I can think of typing. I need to get a new picture of me and send off to my grandma to show her my weight loss.� Oh well, another day tomorrow.
Well no one responded to my other entry, but what ever, I don't really care. It is finally summer and it is so exciting. June and July is filled up but August is completely empty. My dog tore his acl AGAIN, but this time it was the other leg. He has to get another expensive surgery, less money for college!
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